New Job

Today I’m dressed in silk. Gorgeous yellow silk. Today I walk through a meadow, wild flowers adorn the ground. I sweep my hand through them.  You feed on what you take from me but today I breathe in light. I shine. Today I’m your friend and I offer my hand to you. I have something

Today Eva and I went to a Christening. Whilst there it hit me that I’m a single mother now. I never thought I would be, I guess a lot of people who have a child don’t expect to be alone. I wanted to get married and share my life with someone but for now I’m

In years to come I might say those words. I might be that person dancing through life with an air of grace. What she said to me was that I was nothing. Something I already knew. She didn’t say it so bluntly though. She hid behind the same mask that most people slip on every

I have many thoughts right now. Many worries. I’m thinking about how suffocatinly lonely it’ll be to sit down in my new home with boxes around me with no one to talk to (aside from my baby of course). I’m thinking about how broken my relationship has been. How much that hurts. I’m thinking that